Sweetness

When I was pregnant we were all curious as to what this baby's coloring would be would she be darker like brylee and Jim to tie it up 3 darks or would she be more white like Me, Reagan and Anthony. I feel like she is right in the middle not as white and not as dark---just right! I love this picture even though it is a little blurry. It was amazing for her to smile when she was only 3 days old.

I'm not even sure how to explain how much I love this little girl. When I first started to have my children. Some where in my mind I thought my life would get back to normal (More sleep, clean house, Less laundry, being able to go where ever I wanted when I wanted, ect.) So I think I had a little more anxiety at the beginning. Then when Reagan was born she was so sick and in the hospital it brought on a new anxiety of feeling incompetent . By the end I had learned a lot and it helped me mature in a big way. We waited a little longer to have our next Anthony, I had definitely relaxed and was more laid back with my third child. It was weird I felt content and happy I was glad I was a mom. 2yrs later we got pregnant to only be in the hospital 3 months later having a miscarriage. I felt ripped off and so sad inside like something was missing. We tried for over 2 yrs to get pregnant and had no success. I was beginning to think that we must of been done and felt grateful for the 3 healthy kids we had. Then we found out we were pregnant in August of 2009. I was nervous and it seemed to good to be true. As I hold Makoy I feel so blessed that she is ours and is here and healthy. I am so grateful to be a mother of such wonderful kids.

She is used to being held this one-- in fact there is usually a time limit so everyone gets a turn.

Zoo Zoo always tells us she is so precious and he will brotect her.

Her first bath went well. She didn't even cry.

I was nervous to pull her Marziale sticker off her chest, however she didn't even make peep.